sacrifice, lost and growth

Just finish watching Act or valor and special forces . Both war movie shows just how price there is to paid to maintain the peace that everyone that though they were born to be enjoying.Both movie feature bravery and valor as soldier doing their job to maintain and terminate all treat to their own country and people. What caught my attention is not just the action but also the human in the movie . Both movie have casualties in them and it's sad to see that in  both movie a father to be had to be kill in action during their mission.While I think that this emphasis the price that are being paid to war , just wonder the script writer can a bit kinder next time  and left some happen ending for us viewer.

Some time it's similar for us ordinary to the soldier just that we don't need to put our life on the line. We all have the fair share in our life I think that a majority of us will experience that life is not that smooth for us to continue to walk on it , and many will choose to walk away from the problem or obstacle that is standing in front of you which lead to this question below .

 ' How many of you have have the courage and bravery  to walk pass all obstacle , like those brave soldier that will pay any price to complete their mission/assignment ? '

I am not sure most people will have that same resolve as display by the character portray in the film , but if that time really come to you . Will you do the right thing ?

Sure this is another question that we all have to think of .

Night .







(images taken from wikipedia )

purpose

What is your purpose in life ?

Ask yourself that question and see whether you have the answer to that question .

Ask yourself again if you have that answer , whether or not that answer is real to you , does it really reflect what you want ?

Some time you just doing the thing without knowing that very reason , and that's not a good way for a life to be.

So find your way , your answer by yourself.

polar bear ,SOS , save them !!!!!!

Saw a picture in facebook about those cute polar bear losing their habitat due to global warming and feel quite sad about them. Lead yourself back to your own memories and you will realize that the same day today as from ten year ago , the temperature has increase and this is not just some data from some weather researcher but sure you can felt that change .

Some change are good but this change , the change of climate is not what we intended to have as our future . We do not wanted a future where we have to be in constant combat with the climate just to survive. Of course this will not happen unless all the continent is being cover by our vast ocean or that all land had became desert or the most devastating , what I like to call the 'bubble of life' the ozone being deplete and there is no more protection from ultra violet ray and no more cushion for asteroid or any flying thing from the outer space .

What people keep saying about being green , I don't think so much about it since this popular talent that all of us seem to have is just having a big mouth which constantly saying nonsense and not being productive enough when dealing with important stuff.

So , for the sake of the cute polar bear lets all be environmental friendly .

Pressure , let it all go

Pressure , it always accompany you .From life till death.

Before you were born, you became a new form of pressure for your family.

While you growing ,your mum will pressure you to eat and sleep and study like hell.

When you are an adolescent , you pressure on which sex you prefer (same or opposite or neutral).

Get your driving license and speed along and the cop car will pressure you like their counter part in America movie.

Get yourself a certificate and your boss will show you how the word pressure is being spell.

Start earning money and your letterbox and email will pressure you for bill.

Be alone for a long time and people around you will pressure you to find a date.

Get married and start having a kid will restart all the cycle of pressure .

Even when you die , all form of funeral became a pressure to the earth.

So , why bother about pressure ?

Let's all happy.

Rain

Lightning storm , a natural phenomena follow suit normally after a extended baking from the sun UV ray. In places that is not well protected like my place , all the electric applicant have a special time for breathe as they all fear the wrath of the instant flash that illuminate the sad gray sky that can't stop crying .

Well this is a way for the mother earth to show it's emotion just not sure which part it is showing .From what I feel about it the energy is negative from the look of the sky but not sure how those from Africa or the desert area going to feel when the same thing happen at their place .

A rain

bring life at some part of the world,
or destruction on any thing that can corrode .

attach itself to movie and drama,
to create that rating that all producer want.

show itself at perfect timing,
and bring happiness to those that wash underneath.

or appear at the wrong place and time,
and craft its way to sad memories for everlasting day.


Good Night.

Emma Watson / The use of degree? and (some)self reflection

Spending some lovely , yes lovely time while at the same time being press by the fact that I am sitting at home and lay waste at the food and greatly contribute to our household bill , lovely way to live isn't ?

Still out of all this I have come on this thought even I have bit of it before I watch the interview of Emma Watson (yeah that harry potter girl that have a lot of money and also doing great inn college in the same time )with David Letterman in the Late Show with David Letterman . Well , I like Harry Potter the book (proud to say that I read all of them ) and their movie (watch in cinema except the first two where the second in my room where I caught in car bang and have the very solid cement on my leg for 5 month)and re-reading all the potter book now to kill time . Well not sure whether I will kill any since I am not work nor schooling you can say I have all the time in the world.

Back to Emma Watson(not the green pharmacy you saw in the mall by the way)and her interview where David Letterman ask her this ,

Below are part of their talk in the show.

David:You are an actress and you are studying history .What mind you do? Teach?

Emma: I don't think I will teach ... I don't think you necessary have to use your degree.

David: Well that true , you don't have too.


I think that from the talk between this two a very important issue occur . WHAT is the use of an degree ? An piece of paper which cost a fortune to get? A three to five year of experience in a local or oversea campus? A trend to follow or just some excuse of whatever reason for yourself?

Well for me , it is a piece of paper that I will be getting either with my future money (yeah some kind of money ritual is going to happen for that paper)or my current money(imagine to work till death and spend the quite night time with the mother nature in its processes form. Ya I am talking about book if you don't know what nonsense I been saying) and I don't even know why I want that paper for anyway , crazy guy I am right?

Well a job that allow free scheduling and a home working position will be most welcome if that paper can provide it but I think all this job talking crap just show my brain is out and my hand is start to type nonsense ready.

As to the use of degree , I quite agree with conversation above that you don't need to use your degree but I hate to say I won't have that chance to study whatever I want as I think here in a Asia perspective a 'useful' degree is better than your own interest. I am not sure whether this is a cultural thing or some old fashion thinking of us but this is some deep thinking involve and I will not dig that deep into my head.

Still ,here I am wasting my precious holiday where I got constant job recruit harass going round me , wasting for that letter or email from any university and also that ....... ya the day that I get that piece of paper that cause me ten thousand dollar to get (another day cross from the hello kitty calender) to came .


and here is the link of Emma Watson on the late show in 2010

http://youtu.be/ZeSdnDdFYtc

Have a good night , morning or afternoon no pro at all as when you read this.

Holiday with nothingness

I won't even say this is a holiday as I neither in school or work . This is just part of the day where the nothingness continue to flow inside me . Just go out and try to get a job .Well , just not my day I guess . Not really in a tight position of needing any financial need yet . Not even sure what to write here , all the though just went to their own respected holiday when I am near a source to visualize them . Going to try another job and see that luck favor me or not , well if it doesn't then it will just be the same as now stay at home enjoy the probably period of time of nothingness in my life .

realize , yesterday , today , tomorrow

Just realize I have so little time that I can still be called a teen . A couple month more and will complete the study in Republic Polytechnic . Three year have pass so fast and felt like yesterday was so close with me and now there are so far ,far away from us . I do not know about other people but for me this three year was definately not a waste . I did't come here for to prove how good I am in study(kind of regret since I was surround by tough people ,how good it is be to my gpa if they appear sooner and not on the final year ) , but to look for a answer that i did't know the question at all.





Intresting conversation (more kind of listening)on william and the s&m IS faci . Hope william will find some very nice advanture in life soon(find a gf and wen jie also) .





Kind of think that there are still things that can and needed to be done , what are those thing ? Not idea. It will definately come just need to wait for it. Now just need to focus on the things that are infront of me .










2012 , will it end ? Some say that there will be three days of darkness on that time and something new will happen after it . Christmas ? Since three day from 21 is 24 .Hope nothing bad will happen on that period and like what the rumour had said on it , a new era will born along the darkness.




Still, there is no answer for my unknown question .Really waiting for the holiday to come and have some time to finish off all the books that area stacking in my room and the movie that are peacefully reside on my hard disk (all are good movie , how to start?).



Well , still have work that needed to be done tomorrow . Good morning . Have a nice break fast .

watch Evangelion: 2.0 You Can (Not) Advance in cineleisure

Poster in Japan

The official movie poster.

The movie ticket

Watch the movie yesterday and it was so nice as compare to the first movie , and this is the first time I saw people staying until the credit is finish so that their can watch the preview for the third movie.

The black noob with spec

He is such a noob and annoying person.

New enviroment

Move to upper Boon Keng and need to travel more everyday by still feel happy,can see Singapore Flyer here and convenient as there is market here which could provide me with lot of food.

Formal wear for class

Tomorrow wear formal for class ,hope every thing will go well. ^^

Pain

There is so much thing happen in the pass three month,new school, new room and new friend. Where the flower bloom the pain started as there is no more hope for that flower .

UT soon

Going to do UT soon ,in about a couple more hour.Look like so hard but the senior says it was so-so so i think i will just do my best tomorrow just get the best result.

New life

Going to study in singapore next month,so exicited .

SPM RESULT @ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

YEAH!!!!!!!! Just collect my result hahahahaha . I am the last to collect and the school was so empty. Got 5A ,5B AND 1 D7 .So sad as I have two A less than my PMR . But the result was quite OK with me. Thank all who have help me thank you.

RUBIKS

Brought new 5x5x5 rubik and a new 4x4x4 as gift

NEW year

Going back to kuantan to celebrate new year .Wish all friend a happy chienese new year.

Lost

Lost my sim card and my dad handphone today going to get a replacement for it T_T.Doing nothing at home right now.

After the long war

SO boring now until nothing to do.Playing starcraft now and hope to get something to do in the tree month time.