Thursday, April 18, 2013

The thing we have lost

After watching JJ practice love short movie , here's some though.

So long since I have seen you , hear your voice .

Forgotten , 

how your voice sound ,

how your face look ,

how it's to be beside you .

Yet,

there is no deny ,

that you were part of my life ,

part of my past ,

part of my memories .

To all those that we have lost ,

during our journey of life ,

Thank you.

For being part of it ,

To made us what we are now .

Thus , thank you again .

Sunday, April 14, 2013

The start of a day

Start the day with sleeping

Continue the day with work

End the day with sleep again

That's a student life

Saturday, April 13, 2013

R J second week of april

Busy with work , busy with life .

There is nothing that spin around me , I am no earth or sun .

Accept what I have , a better way to live a life .

Thus ..........

Acceptance of life completed .

Monday, April 08, 2013

lonely

Tired .

Have being fighting this war for a long time . Fighting against the enemy that will falter , never tired and never reduce in number . All alone , and after so long finally feel drained , feel like the endless energy that was supplied in the past has been cut off .

Loneliness , a formidable enemy . One that have the caliber to take down another opponent it faced. No matter the location , the size , the time , all will fall under it lap . One that have the capability that one turn , turned into one that can't be recognize by those that were once closed to them.Total transformation , fallen into the endless pit of darkness where one will be constantly being feed by the past that hold the most dearest memories that one once held.

Some of with fall with pride , where we fight till the bitter end of the battle. Some fall pathetic , begging for mercy where they don't even try to use what little strength against this foe.That's not a shameful act as the emissary that we were facing are too strong .

How could one win a endless war , a no limit zero sum game where endless resource have to be poured down into the war field .

Where's the answer?

Or did I asked the right question to invoke the desirable outcome?

Friday, April 05, 2013

IRIS

Iris a flower name , called Ayame in Japanese .

Learn about language of flower , the meaning behind each flower . And also realize that different color have a
different meaning .

Language of flower for iris : Good news , loyalty .

And here are extract from some website that i read about

Iris symbolizes eloquence. Purple iris is symbolic of wisdom and compliments. Blue iris symbolizes faith and hope. Yellow iris symbolizes passion while white iris symbolizes purity.

source: http://www.theflowerexpert.com/content/aboutflowers/flower-meanings

And this

Iris:Faith, Wisdom, Valor, Your Friendship means so much to me
source:http://www.iflorist.com/t-meaning.aspx

and the highlighted part is the one that attract me the most to that flower.

Started to look at iris due to the Korea drama and realize that it hold much more than just a name for a show .