lonely

Tired .

Have being fighting this war for a long time . Fighting against the enemy that will falter , never tired and never reduce in number . All alone , and after so long finally feel drained , feel like the endless energy that was supplied in the past has been cut off .

Loneliness , a formidable enemy . One that have the caliber to take down another opponent it faced. No matter the location , the size , the time , all will fall under it lap . One that have the capability that one turn , turned into one that can't be recognize by those that were once closed to them.Total transformation , fallen into the endless pit of darkness where one will be constantly being feed by the past that hold the most dearest memories that one once held.

Some of with fall with pride , where we fight till the bitter end of the battle. Some fall pathetic , begging for mercy where they don't even try to use what little strength against this foe.That's not a shameful act as the emissary that we were facing are too strong .

How could one win a endless war , a no limit zero sum game where endless resource have to be poured down into the war field .

Where's the answer?

Or did I asked the right question to invoke the desirable outcome?