Holiday with nothingness

I won't even say this is a holiday as I neither in school or work . This is just part of the day where the nothingness continue to flow inside me . Just go out and try to get a job .Well , just not my day I guess . Not really in a tight position of needing any financial need yet . Not even sure what to write here , all the though just went to their own respected holiday when I am near a source to visualize them . Going to try another job and see that luck favor me or not , well if it doesn't then it will just be the same as now stay at home enjoy the probably period of time of nothingness in my life .