relationship

The most difficult lesson in life , a lesson that not every one will score a perfect ten or full mark for it. We are tied into the knot of relationship by the moment we were born . We were first tied to our family , the first connection , the first ever relationship that we have . Then we grow , we meet people and that's where the second relationship come , friendship . We made friend for all the time we were living . Some are temporary , where they fade away after some period of time . Some were beneficially , where we bonded due to mutual benefit. And lastly there were what we called eternal , friend that last for life , until you or them left the world , and yet after memories still exists .

The  third one , relationship between two person .The one that caught a lot of people on the endless spider net . Not much is known since the author of this post have not experience much on this and thus no comment on this . Just know that it some time end in happy ending where the two get together and live happily forever and  after where some it ended with a broken heart of glass with endless sleepless night and a wound that continue to bleed endlessly .

When you pass the third stage , you may or may not have the fourth one , a relationship as a parent and child .Another though phase that one have to faced . Really have no comment on this as I have no children .

The whole of our life is likely to revolve around human relationship . And yet all of us are having a not so smooth way to solve all those problem that we faced.

Treasure what you have , you may have nothing at the next second of your life.

Things that belong to you

In one life every one will bound to possess something. Any thing could be yours if you wanted , have the will to own it , have the heart to get it.

There are thing that you really liked that always appear at the wrong time . Some time you really have to wander how such thing could happen to you? Why that you luck could not be a little better so that it will appear on a different time , on then right time .

Trying to get those thing will be a fouls attempt , chances of failing is great . Not very good investment . And some time things will go really bad at the rate that you could not believe . Mess it up and it may change from a moment in your memories that is nice to be recall go the nightmare of your life that can never be erase , like a scar from a very bad wound that stick with you for the rest of your life .

Life is such , journey of a life is also a such . A such of what ? That's your interpretation, your own answer .

Life is like a coffee , which many combination is available .

Finding yours is your own job .

PS:Please substitute coffee with other drink that have similar property if you cannot consume coffees . Thank you.

people

That is the world we were in , human civilization . Currently the one that populate planet earth along with the other organism .

People , a factor that appear in a lot of system and theory that we study in college that most of the time label as uncertainty . Right , there is no way , no hundred percent way for us to predict a human action or movement . There is always chances that a person intuition will change the course of action that he/her will take in the next minute.

That was not just the part that human was unpredictable in  . Some , are just like the mother nature , change in an instant . Like a relationship , one party can change heart in the next second while the other was still immerse in that wonderful atmosphere .

But that is human nature right? At least for some that is . More unpredictable that the storm that is going to land beside me in few hour time.

Lightning strike now , need a break .


Will be continue .....................................

7/3/2013

Lesson have started as the new semester have kick start. Nothing heavy on the first week but can imagine how thing will move for the rest of the eleven week .

Quote time

: the world does not resolve around you . Your not the center of the sol system nor the Milky Way and definitely not the center of the galaxy. Nothing is wrong if your not the center of another person life as that's not why you was born . Remember at least your the center of the world for your family , your parent , the friend that care for you and maybe if fate and Cupid have been kind and caring enough , a special person will resolve around you like you are the center of gravity , which hold him/her closely to orbit around you.

Music , relax , a tired body that await to journey in the land of dream.

Adios , night . Sweet dream.

Though after watching lets play love

After watching the web drama let's play love on xinmsn , I think that it's a good thing that new element was being tested and I personally like it. Just that it's a bit short with each episode consist only of three minute, would be better if it could be a bit longer so that more can be explore.

Also saw the intro video where the cast answer about the question what is love. They have quite some answer there , and more can be search on the Internet and everyone will have their own unique answer .

To me, love is dream. That's what love mean for me , not sure whether it will change in the future but as for this moment , this is my answer to that question.

Last day of Febuary

Today is the last day of febuary  , no 29 this year .

A lot have happen this month ,summer course have ended where i am one step closer to graduation even though the end result was not satisfying . Have cny celebration which result in alot of red packet and food and feast which increase our/ mine fat/cholesterol level. Lack of exercise which create the result from the previous sentences .

Alot of happy moment , also sad moment was included . That's how life goes , always there would be up and there is definately be down .

Febuary , the second month of the year . Also the shortest month in a year . The month where valentine is held and every year have to sepnd alone  . No chocolate other the one that mum buy , pity me. Hope there will be a year where chocolate can just appear before me and I have no need to pull a single note or silver for it.

The month going to end in an hour time , let's pray for the better tomorrow , a better weekend , a better future.

 

So, what you want to change for the next month?

 

Judge

Such a hard thing to do , judging a person .

You may think one as a friend , but how could you know how a person think deep inside their mind ?

Such tedious routine have to go round and round until you learn the trick to it.

And the trick to it?

Who knows ? Find that out yourself . Maybe you will found it before your time run out.

Trust you gut more , at least you have some thing to back you up. There are time that your gut feeling is the best indicator on thing.

P S I love you , waiting

Saw this at Plaza Singapura last month . Remembered that there was a movie with the same name but never watched . Always forget about it and maybe will watch on the coming week if time permit me.

The heart doesn't have very clean heart shape and part of it was damage .Still this kind of thing was quite nice to see .

Sit at that corner while waiting for my jean to be fix and playing my phone until a pair of women sudden show up and look at me with the "what's a guy doing here look" that I went to shop before the appointment time to collect my jean.

Been a while since I went to PS. Remember that i use to go as frequent as possible for movie and food while staying at Singapore. A lot have changed since then , the place have been expended and more shop was added to the list for those shopaholic.Kind of good to hang around but not so good for the health of my wallet.
 
Not sure whether it's still there or not since it's a month old . Maybe next time will go back and check on it.

candle , light bulb , firework

The common trade of the three object ? They give out light and burn themselves in the process of doing so.

People love them , whether it's the romantic dinner that involve candle who illuminate the lovely vibe between the two love bird. Or bulb that light up everyone eye when they are in total darkness and also becoming part of the decoration especially during festival season . And how could the night end without a bang where the night sky not only be decorate by the beautiful milky way and star which was brought to us by the mother nature but also some man made sparkly beauty firework.

The trio was a great companion when you need them . Some will stay at your side when you really need them , other will stay at mind , your heart as part of the memories in life , a part that you may never forget in your entire life.

In life , your definitely going to meet people like the trio. Salute to them as they are the one that bring a better future , made the world a better place. And you , can be part of them and of course not in the sense of burning yourself in the process , but be person that shine the world . That world does not need to be big , maybe it's just a person heart , or your a little more  ambitious a a couple more people heart .

That's for the night , night . Sweet dream.

entry for 24/2/2013

Today is the last day for 2013 Chinese new year . It's called yuan xiao where it's the last day of celebration . For more detail please consult our free and almighty teacher which are called Google and yahoo .

Rush back from singapore in the morning and realize that dad have done all the praying .  Lesson of the day would be always , always made a phone call and confirm thing before making a decision. Could have stayed a few more day if we know that thing will turn out this way.

Still the very relax mood in wait for the new semester to began . Watch two episode of running man and going to get all of them from friend and watch before thing get ugly when the semester start to rack havoc .

Going to settle all the bill soon . Another hole in my bank account . Gosh , the cycle have started before I even got a paid check . Can imagine that the amount of bill that going to tie to my monthly deduction list when I finally start working.

Still a long time before that happen , and thus , enjoy life , student life.

PS: all the good stuff are for student , really miss the student price movie ticket . Even the rate given for credit and debit card are not as good as student price.

著迷

著迷

我停下腳步看著你，可愛又美麗的背影，
希望好運就此降臨，聽著我最喜歡的CD，
終於我鼓起了勇氣，把我的愛意向你說明，
你那憂鬱帶點神秘的大眼睛，已經攻佔我的心，
就讓我把每一個你摟在懷裡說愛你，BABY BABY就是你，
藏在心中的秘密，要和你在一起，這是多麼的甜蜜，
OH YOU'RE THE ONE FOR ME我早就深深著了迷,就快點給我你的心.

我停下腳步看著你，可愛又美麗的背影，
希望好運就此降臨，聽著我最喜歡的CD，
終於我鼓起了勇氣，把我的愛意向你說明，
你那憂鬱帶點神秘的大眼睛，已經攻佔我的心，
就讓我把每一個你摟在懷裡說愛你，BABY BABY就是你，
藏在心中的秘密，要和你在一起，這是多麼的甜蜜，
OH YOU'RE THE ONE FOR ME我早就深深著了迷,就快點給我你的心.

BABY BABY就是你，藏在心中的秘密，要和你在一起，這是多麼的甜蜜，
OH YOU'RE THE ONE FOR ME我早就深深著了迷,就快點給我你的心.

我會永遠在這裡,不停不停等著你,
BABY,快給我你的心 OH YOU'RE THE ONE FOR ME我會永遠在這裡，
不停不停等著你 BABY快給我你的心 BABY BABY就是你，
我早就深深著了迷，就快點給我你的心.

credit: 潘瑋柏 反轉地球 專輯

PS: one of my favorite  song 

letting go

One of the hardest lesson to learn. many people could do any thing, but  letting thing go , whether material , though or people , just ain't made for those people.

Even I am part of such group , it really take a lot of effort to move away from one thing that is one closely tie to you . Some time , time can be the catalyze for moving forward . But other time , people will just temporarily let out of thing , until they are being remind again .

So ? what's your choice ? let it go and be free or not ?

one piece film z

Watched this movie today . Not bad really . Japanese movie really know how to capture that heart warming moment . Still in cinema , catch it while it's till on theater .

idea

Really appreciate and impress by those that can constantly produce new idea .

Running short on idea to write about , or maybe just plain laziness that shut my mind down?
   
Running out of idea was a indication that you should either start recharge yourself either by rest or further enhancement to your brain. No eating of brain is involve in the brain enhancement mention above .

Rum would be good as I think some of the crazy idea come after drinking of rum. A toast to the creator of rum.

Running man cannot be forgotten as it's a idea generation program and from the look of it you can see how much idea and effort was put into it.

Run with your idea now , you may have a straight way to being a million or billionaire .

Reign the present and the future with your determination and brain .

entry for 20/2/2013

There is so much that are waiting for me to settle , so much .There is studies to be completed which will last for another year hopefully , or must ended by then. There are so many thing missing in the house, so many that was needed , and yet there is no cash that fill in the inventory .And all that await for me to fill in when i started to get my paid check.

There is this feeling that I have made the wrong choice , and from the look of thing now, that choice was really wrong .Yet there is no way to turn the gear of time backward , nobody can . There is only looking forward , and really believe that I can pull out the stun like always , and solve the crisis in the house.

Crysis 3 was out, but has no mood for it. Have stopped getting new game for a while. The last game that was purchase was mass effect 3 and that’s a story that will keep me accompany for a long period of time. Not saying that I will give up gaming just that the time now, the cash are better spends on other stuff.

T minus 11 day until the new semester start. And that’s where all de fun began.

Good night and sweet dream. Brush your teeth and they will be happy.

RJ

RJ time again, just that this time there is no 2359 and daily grade that come with this RJ.

Realize that this whole RJ(reflection journal ,part of the assessment for the daily grade ) thing from RP(Republic Polytechnic) was actually good that we can became better , just that really hard for one to keep doing it . So for all the RPian that survives the three year doing all this, good job. No more RJ after this but the self reflection thing is quite good, so keep that part up.

Still have one more week for my holiday as I have attended summer class , my long holiday have reduce to this three year where one have been Chinese new year .Going to enjoy the second week and the week after before the new semester start .

Listen to some old music, looking for the old memories that have been forgotten .Watched a Singapore drama after so many years. How many year have it been since I have sit in front of the television to watch a local drama? Sure have been a long time and got to saw that the feeling sure is good. That’s how my childhood is, watching drama since 7 till 10 and sleep after 10:30 after the channel 8 news .How nostalgic the feeling, to do thing that I have not done in a long time but used to do every day.

Maybe our family have changed, maybe I have changed, May not able to go back to that very simple and happy family any more. Still going to try hard to look for that simple happiness .All that’s matter, and nothing more.

Night.

Have a sweet dream or day depend on when you reading this.

watch , time

Ever since we were born, the one person that was closer to us other than our family would be time .Everything is linked to time, and literally every thing.

E.g. The time and day that you were born, the day you get married, the day your son/daughter get married , the day your being called gramp , etc.

So from here you can see that time is very, very important in life.

Important in work: Too much late and your fired .Too slow in work and fired.

Relationship: being late allow your bf/gf to look around while waiting and chances that you being replace are created by yourself.

Two examples is enough, no way to list out all of them, so you know the cost.

Time can do a lot of thing. It could bring forward a new generation, a new era. It recorded, more efficient than any of your in car camera or cctv or any funny way to record thing that you can think of. That’s why archaeology is there, to find out what time have preserve for us.

The lesson time taught us? Figure yourself, and then you would know what time as a teacher have been for you.

Appreciate your time keeper, whether it is your phone or that watch that you inherit from your dad, they will play a part in your life , big or small.

Thank you.

n Good Morning.

what's your time now?

Youth, what's became of us

Got lectured during the gathering yesterday by a tutor teacher. Correction, a super tutor teacher. A lot of advising from her. She must have either been through a lot or have been doing some really heavy reading to reach such a stage. Hopefully no heavy drinking was involved in the process of her getting her life experience.

Time past like women shopping, slowly but surely when you realize, time have moved so much just like how woman fill up their wardrobe with all kind of trophy from their voyage in the time they have spend on sail through the vast ocean of shopping complex, either in the form of mortar or brick or a small window that house the whole world in it.

Time sure have past, five year was a lot of time. Every passing second we are a bit further than our youth and at the same time a bit closer to our end. The journey, the memories that was made, created, by ourselves, that’s the most important.  

Every passing moment, those that are still studying are closer to graduation. Whether it’s three month, half a year, one year or two year, we are definitely closer to it, to our reachable target that we try so hard to reach. Those that have passed that stage, another new phase of life await you.

Finally to the super tutor teacher that was doing both at the same time, we sure understand all those you had said , maybe some of us are doing or experience what you had said or not , appreciation was sure in our heart. Let’s hope that we all became what we wanted to became .Maybe some will became like what a teacher like you hoped them to be.  

1991

A new year for us Chinese , and a new year for us , those that born in 1991 .
The year 1991 , started a great generation .
That year , the year that I was born and so as many of my friend , and many more in the world.
We were one of the batch that most experience in change .
From the old school japan anime to the newer style . From the big black brick which was the ancestor of the current smart phone to the journey of it slimming down like what most girl wanted , a smaller and slimmer size and back to the old way of thing where big is good .
To where we witness the start of a new millennium on  that moment on year 1999 2359 59 . Not saying other's are not involve in it , but just that we are part of it .
Where we witness the return of Hong Kong to china on year 1997.
And many more that could be listed down , just that my brain are not an unlimited hard drive that could store unlimited amount of information.

All of us was already an adult by law , some may have even father or mother a child or two .
Many of us are leaving school and ready to embrace another part of our life . Whether to future spending more money or start to earn money is also at our concern now.
Many life experience was learn , whether we willing to learn it or not. All those made us what we are , what we mean to be , be it now or the future.
It's all those , either big or small made up our life .
And our life?
Love it , at the very least . That you that your talking about and nothing will start if you do not start love.
That's us , our journey.

The journey was not ended , just that the writer on this post was tired and going to the dream land for a short break . Will be back when the journey on the dream land come to a fruitful harvesting .

thinking of the past

Look at the calender and realize that two more it will the goat year again in the chinese calender. This would be the second cycle of the chinese calender in my life and the feeling about it was so diffrent when I was facing it ten year ago.

It made me realize how much time have past , and how much that I have experience in this amount of time . Many things have happen , good and bad . Time have made everyone who they are now. For me , time have forge me as a person , for better or worst it's not my judgement but for other to say.

Quite funny feeling , the same time as last year was thinking that this was my last year as student and now I was still a final year student when the coming semester open . Wonder what's await for me yo experience this feeling in such short duration of time?

Just hope that the last year will move smoothly like that previous one and able to graduate and start working . A long list of thing was await for the future paid check to complete it. Going to get a happy job with a happy paid check.

This is the fourth day of chinese new year , back to JB ready and going to enjoy this short amount time for break as the month come , a new beginning , a ray of light will shine through the sky.

Good night.