Word

Word have power , weld them carefully.

This is one of the quote from assassin creed 3 . Simple yet very meaningful .

Many people does not know or understand this, and many more have to go though the hard way to learn their lesson . Even I am no exception of this.

My word have bring joy to people, some hurt like a blade , other's I have no idea of how they have been fell by those that I gave them to.

More and more as one age ,  word became a restrain , a chain that could lock oneself up to avoid the harsh reality by wielding them wrong.

There are word that I have said, those that I wanted to heard of from that special someone.

Still have lot more to learn of .

Going back to finish my one thousand word essay , good luck .

A woman that I loved

That women , the woman .
The one that stole my heart ,
The one that hurt it .
Also the one that I love dearly .

I was asked what I have love about her , yet I could not answer .
After all those that happen , I could not even remember what's the reason that I fall for her .
I loved her as she is , her past , present , and future.

I could not be the one that stand beside her , yet I begged like a beggar , hoped that one day her would take me.
Naive though I have and childish action I have displayed to her.

For her happiness and though lies not with me , but another man.
Every thing happen for a reason , what I was told .
Is this a lesson for me ?
To learn the same thing twice , so that the same mistake will not be repeated the third time?
So much have happen , so much have my heart bared , till not a single tear was shear , nor my heart ache any more.
How much how her done to me , and yet I still loved her ?
To even have the though of sacrifice for her , where I valued my own life more than any thing in this world , yet for a woman like her , I would pay any price for her.

They said that the best is yet to come , but what if this is the best ? What if I walk past it and never grasp whole of it?
Then I would live with that choice that I have made .
No need for one to blame any thing or any one , but only one self.

I cannot love her with my way only , that is not the way a relationship should be .
Instead, giving her up , though once pain me dearly , became a price that I was willing to paid .

What would happen to me ? I have no answer for that .
I have always looked for an answer for a question that I dunno , and now I feel that I have part of the answer for that .

May a better me be born after this sleep .
May god grand me another wish ,
another dream where the happiness can be long lasting ,
and not just a instant within the dream ,
and follow by the cruel of reality.

May that wish of mine be fulfil one day.

Olivia - 對了，我錯了 (官方版MV)

I am wrong , I know that .
How could I correct them?
I do not know.

YUI - Laugh away-short ver.-

TANK - 陽光美眉 Sunny Girl (官方版MV)

我的陽光美眉在哪里？

moumoon - Real Love (カバー) [HD]

Olivia 2013全新專輯[等等] 首波主打 - 「等等」官方版

等等，等待着对的时间， 对的人 ， 所带来对的辛福 ：）。